City Lights - Music Video, Painting in My Studio - Video

I wrote this song late one night in my studio, twinkle lights, moonlight, feelings rushing through my body, one part of me telling me to run away on a great adventure and another part of me begging me to stay and cuddle.

✷ Listen to this song "City Lights" on Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/h2an6z2n

— LYRICS —
Everybody dreams of what I have
I dream of running away
Everybody seems to want it bad
I'm keeping it at bay
All the city lights
Wash away
Slip inside a dark night
Wait for a day
Every dreams
I'm still here

✷ WRITING SONGS LIKE THIS help me heal, allowing me to fully express the different sides of my personality and work through complex emotions. I live with inner conflict and it used to make me fear I was a crazy person. Now, I'm totally chill and accepting about the fact that human beings, us, are full of paradoxes and polarizations. All of us, all the time, want opposites. We exist with wanderlust towards the mountains and the sea and a desire to settle into something safe at home. The inner war used to drive me crazy but once I started practicing Internal Family Systems therapy and writing songs like this that gave me an opportunity to honestly express all of my feelings side by side...I started feeling peace. All these parts can coexist. We can want two totally different things at the same time. That doesn't mean we're crazy. It's an opportunity to get curious and creative. Ask ourselves...how do we have a little bit of both? How can our inner personalities befriend one another and collaborate to experience life in a totally unique way?

✷ If you'd like to learn more about how I write songs and see me in the creative process, come inside my art studio. I share videos of myself making music, creating paintings and practicing yoga -- most of the time I'm naked or wearing something sexy. You can come from the show and learn something along the way. Come hang out in my studio: https://chawilde.com/studio-membership

✷ If you want to explore deeper inside yourself, get more clarity on the different parts you are alive with, and improve your ability to understand the signals your body is sending to your brain (so you can be a better leader of the system), take my yoga classes on Patreon:
https://www.patreon.com/chawilde

Please feel free to ask me questions. I'm happy to help.
have fun moving & creating!
:) Love,
Cha

✷ Listen to more of my music on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0zwsrpWYJ7ZFraivcuPHv1

✷ You can explore my paintings in my online gallery: https://chawilde.com/paintings